What am I thankful for?” more often, even daily. Why be racist sexist homophobic or transphobic when you could just shirt. I’m forever grateful that I am able to be in this position, and it has added greatly to my own health and happiness. The experience can be pretty unnerving, disturbing, hard for others to ‘allow in’. I have had a lot of difficulty allowing this in myself. The constancy, The unflinching presence of this phenomenon in my life through the very hardest, most potentially soul-crushing period of introspection in my life so far, the tenacity and trustworthiness of this presence is the reason I am posting this. Whatever this is is good, and is constantly being a better parent guardian to me than I know how to cope with.